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14 months!!!!

Aiden is now 14 months. Time is going by so fast, I still remember having my 5.5 lbs new born baby laid on my chest, at that very moment I knew I would always love that blue eyed boy, even thru his terrible stages. Well he gets into every thing these days. The pantry is one of his favorites to get into along with the movies. He is walking and running, he gets off the couch by himself and Kirk has even tought him to jump on his bed. So when I go in to get him in the morning he is usually standing in the corner of his crib jumping up and down with a smile on his face. He is a picky little eater still, but we are working on that. The other day I was trying to get him to eat a peanut butter sandwich, but he would just throw it to buster, so I gave him some on a spoon, then he wanted a the jar. Let me tell you, it was the cuttes thing ever, he was putting his hands in it and he even tried to get his face in the jar, but his face was too big. The next project is going to take the bottle away completly, I haven't wanted to yet because he is teething and is very fussy. But he does good during the day without it. He loves watching the backyardagains, he stands by the tv and gets excited!!!

My fears!!!

As I sit on the couch and watch Aiden play and Buster and Bitsy run thru the house, playing and barking, I think to myelf, I am only gonna have a couple more days of this, Being a stay at home mom and watch my little man grow right before my eyes. I will definitley miss it. For all who don't know I will start work next week, and no it's not a 9-5 job and weekends off. I have not finished school yet, I still have 65 credits to go, so for now I have to settle for working for AAFES. I hope it goes good, But I can't help but wonder, is Aiden gonna be ok with out me, better yet am I gonna be ok without him. We have not been apart that much out of his 14 months of life. He is on the wait lst for the CDC, but I am scared that he is gonna be sick all the time. I know they try their hardest to not spread germs, but with a bunch of toddlers running around putting their hands in their mouths and touching toys, you get my drift, that it's gonna be hard to stop th spread of germs. I love my little boy to the moon and back!!! But I know he will be ok, he will make new friends and get to interact with kids his age every day. Hopefully one day I can be a stay at home mommy for good, but this is not the time.