My fears!!!

As I sit on the couch and watch Aiden play and Buster and Bitsy run thru the house, playing and barking, I think to myelf, I am only gonna have a couple more days of this, Being a stay at home mom and watch my little man grow right before my eyes. I will definitley miss it. For all who don't know I will start work next week, and no it's not a 9-5 job and weekends off. I have not finished school yet, I still have 65 credits to go, so for now I have to settle for working for AAFES. I hope it goes good, But I can't help but wonder, is Aiden gonna be ok with out me, better yet am I gonna be ok without him. We have not been apart that much out of his 14 months of life. He is on the wait lst for the CDC, but I am scared that he is gonna be sick all the time. I know they try their hardest to not spread germs, but with a bunch of toddlers running around putting their hands in their mouths and touching toys, you get my drift, that it's gonna be hard to stop th spread of germs. I love my little boy to the moon and back!!! But I know he will be ok, he will make new friends and get to interact with kids his age every day. Hopefully one day I can be a stay at home mommy for good, but this is not the time.